Tears from my Mind

Hold it heavy only on it for a second then I split
My mind offline I reckon I may no longer exist
Weapons of my system hit so hard I'm spilling out
Time allows me travel and I'm dabbling in different routes
 
Stick me on no not wrong they know what I'm about
See a vision, need no clout, sea of intrigue with no doubt
I mean I'm speaking and I'm weak no believing, I'm going blind  
Free from bleeding I weep tears streaming out of my mind  
 
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Feel like I'm floating away
Counting down my days  
see heaven above - hell on earth  
Levels of pain I know hurt, god  
    
Feel living in cursed, on
Vivid liquid give me rebirth of bonds
 
feel deep, feel my worth,  
I'm never stopping    
Feel grounded,  
rise from the dirt, rise from the coffin  
 
Imma sure Nothing stays the same, God      
Show the way through change I
fuck up and got  
problems mostly corrupting my thought    
 
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Want to leave but I stay
To open up the floodgates
Bring me on some pain I need it
Needlessly repeated
 
Follow legion let it be
Nah, leave it incomplete  
I'm screaming not defeated
Seamless as it be  
 
Heaven dripping out the all set  
All wet, I'm certified
took the threat with murder eyes
Heard the sirens calling all them lies
 
lonely songs getting closer  
get it over I let them sing  
Let me focus
Give into the moment to set me free