The “Ifs” of my Imperfect Existence
If you so desired you could have many a guy going insane
just a smile or sigh is an instant stimulus
If your libido was in high gear and companionship a focal point
the suitors advances would be beyond count
If the potential of another's soothing embrace led to sporadic fits of fevered thirsts
If the mind was layered with clandestine images that are usually never shared
If a connection could be heightened to a duality so often sought after but infrequently achieved
If I was as confident in your presence as I appear in my dreams
Would anything be different?
Would your perspective or for that matter my curiosity place the dynamic between us in a different realm?
Oh no I am foolish to extrapolate anything more from the current state
I constantly seek to find that place where anything initiated is with your concurrence
I babble, I roam and meander with my vocabulary
but I am relieved when affirmation of your positive regard for me is still in tact
In a world of instant gratification and lack of appreciation for what we have
please know that even the limited space you have in world is unique
With hesitation for using a word that scares some and denotes vulnerability
I have to say without seeking anything in return that even
If I am never able to run my hands over your smooth skin
If I am never able to plant a kiss on your lips
If I am never able to see your glorious orgasm
If am never able to awake to the smile brighter then any midday sun
I am still able to say I spent some time content to be in your hemisphere...