Losing My Grip

I feel my sanity slipping!
Controlling my anger
Has become a chore
For the last vestiges
Of making peace
I’ve ceased gripping!
The onslaught of frustration
Has reached my core

Little things set me off daily
Compassion for ignorance
I faintly possess
But dealing with
Downright manipulators of truth
Has ignited the fires of my stress!

I don’t suffer fools gladly
And I can’t deal with those
Who take advantage
But this world is filled
With Satan’s thoughts
And my emotions are getting
Harder for me to manage

I’m losing Faith in Reality
People are proving
What they really are inside
I used to give them
The benefit of the doubt
But now I just wanna eviscerate
Their Pride

But who made me
Judge, Jury and Executioner?
I never used to feel I had the right
But as I see the selfish nature of people
The Anger grows, the Rage flows
As into each individual I gain insight

I know I should pray to keep it together
But in the moment
All I can see,
Is to Seek and DESTROY!
I used to be a kind, peaceful Man
But I’ve tasted Insanity
And I’m beginning to enjoy!