my cold hands

I woke up this morning with a heavy heart , After staying up for three days straight my emotions are taking a toll i thought i was just sick .Just a headache i said , after ugly crying for forty five minutes in the bathroom and honestly i wasn't sure why i was crying because of the headache or sadness but all i know is that my head hurt even more and i still felt sad . I take my antidepressants before bed every night but i feel like they stopped working i began to notice a couple months ago but ignored it . Now I'm crying every couple hours and everything hurts , last night it was because i was lonely today its because my hands are cold and my body wont warm up , I don't know why i'm crying over my cold hands all i know is that it hurts me in a way most wont ever understand mainly because their hands are warm . and warm bodied people wont understand what its like to be cold .