Stranded

Picture this, you're standing alone, at least you think you are because you can't feel anyone. Please clear your head,  
Don't let their foul words choke you up, spit it out and raise hell,
As beautifully as I know you can.  
Get rid of these problematic fears inside your head because fear is the only thing keeping me away, what you have to give I'll eventually break.  
I don't want to let you down  
I'm not coming home tonight, no matter how hard you plead. Cough me up, these bloodstains are stuck burning into the sheets inside what we once had known....  
You can leave if you want, but I won't let go  
Let's hope nothing ever leaves this place as we try and drown it out with every broken word