Lost

Hello
I came to breathe you in
 
as my skies grew dark  
and turmoil and time tested  
everything I have ever been  
 
these eyes suffered  
feigning smiles buffered  
what was really churning deep within  
 
blackened and unzipped  
torn out, rejected and ripped  
bleeding out in an ever silent spin  
 
you offered shelter in the driving rain  
putting up with the clearly insane  
a soothing smile sent to appease the pain  
allowing one to be whole again  
 
I came to breathe you in . . .  
 
to bathe lovingly in your company  
and in your mind  
to inhale your scent of freedom  
in an otherwise fucked up grind  
 
 
 
I didn't know I was lost until I found you