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Painting blind

It would be so much easier,
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So much fucking wiser, † †
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For you to forget I exist, † †
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Friendship is all I can give, †  
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Is it what I really want, †  
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Being hurt was so easy for me, †  
Yet I might be the one to fuck this up, †  
Love has always been the canvas, †  
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Here Iíll make a list, †
Using this paint brush, †  
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Indecisive, †  
Repetitive, †  
Constructive, †  
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Well, † †
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Maybe, †  
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I am † †  
Horrible, † †
Uncontrollable, †  
Undeniable, †  
Unapproachable, † †
Disposable, †  
Removable, †  
Useable, † †
Unpredictable, † †
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Lovable.. †  
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My friends always tell me I deserve better, †  
 
Oh .. †  
Okay,  
 
let me take a note,
Even better, †
How about Make a letter, †  
Send it to my future self, † †
And have it say, †  
you will always be miserable, † †
How am I always incapable of colors, †  
For this brush between my fingertips, †  
To fill in the empty canvas, † †
Hesitation has always been my weakness, †  
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I will always be the repeater, †  
Changing time couldnít fix this either, †  
Friendship always lands on my side, †  
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Love.. † †
well, †  
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Let my hand flow, † †
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Just for once, † †
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Let my hand understand, †  
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Just this once, †  
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Let my thoughts calm, †  
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And †  
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Just this once, †  
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Paint... †  
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