3AM Hour

And...
The Soul Of Me
Is awake at the 3 Am Hour...
My Body is what needs the rest
But... My Soul
Feels Sublimely Midnight Powered
Powered By My thoughts, My dreams
and angst...
As I decided and ponder what it is that
I am for...and what things am I against.
As The very Spirit of me ...
Pulls back my Souls Layers...
I see that half of me is written in curses
and the other half ... is written in prayers
As I feel Like an Alien Visitor
Sometimes I feel more Sinister
Than Baptist Ministers.....Holding a Collection Plate
As they tell me that my 10% gets me into Heaven
And IF I give 12%

I get The special Christians Rate...
As I Realize...

Ive been  selling  the  Pipe  Dreams  of the Matrix
To My  Own  Damn Self...
Worrying  about Money This and that...
Instead of My Own Spiritual Physical and Mental Health  

As Always..
The things that are  the Most important..
Are the things that you cant see..
As I realize that being a Puppet in the Matrix
Is the 1 thing I cant be...
And I realize..
Everything... thats worth Anything at all
Is the Stuff thats Always Free
ANd  Sitting  here  at  3 Am
Makes me realize
The Only  thing Worth Being is My Self
Just Me...
SO  As I meditate in the 3 Am Hour
I realize My Body is what needs the rest..
But My Soul... IS On Fire..
It Has All the Power...