All I Can..

 
I won't change,
I'd do it all again,
And after next time I'll pick up my pad and a pen,
And again write about being fucked over,
But still I won't learn..
And this is my punishment for doing a good turn... Or two  
Two... Haha
My life revolved around you,
But every other day was a case of de javou...
Just repeated itself,  
And there was nothing I could do,
It was Torture..
Cause I was Doing all I can,
But Knowing the moment I turn my back you'd run back to another man,
It hurt..
Damn he's no good for you,
And no matter how many times I tell you this there's nothing I can do..
What can I do..
What could I say..
 
Maybe you forgot the death threats to him spiking your drink,
Supplying you with constant alcohol, so your in no fit state to think..
And this is the man your moving away with..
That's a bolt out of the blue,
And after everything I helped you with and that I was doing for you..
The holidays, the car, jewellery and more..
But at least now after all of this I now know the score..
I told you time and time again I hated living this way..
But no matter how much I done for you ,
You wanted him to stay ...
And he has..
But I'm no ones second best,
It's not that I wish you any harm,  
I just had to get this off my chest..
And I have....
 
There's nothing anyone can do,
I told you the future is in your hands, the outcomes down to you ..
 
Good luck,
Coz I know that I'm worth more,
The time has come  
I've had enough and showing you the door..
I'll keep dreaming ..
Of that fairytale end,
The time that I'll live out my life,
With my girl, my wife, an best friend .