I will know

When I am free I will know
That my shadow should not frighten me
Thunder will not strike me when I know
That I am free

Freedom from anxiety and fear
Boom boom boom in my chest
Because everyone is safe that I hold dear
I do not always need to try my best

To control the situation
My brain exploding in my head
Control is an illusion
There are no other words to be said

A half-repentant sinner who often did wrong
Yet God’s grace for someone such as me
My life a pitiful sorrow song
I want to be free