Life's moods

I will be in this mood unti I rise from my own hell so I'm sorry if when around me you feel dragged down in a spell.

My sadness has wrapped me whole, my body falling as I walk, my heart doing jumping Jack's and laugh attacks...

This is my mood not yours, I have no joy or happiness to share with you all, my focus is drawn.

To be happy, eat enough, keep clean and love my boys...

To learn, to find my path, to rise in confidence and sing at last...

This is my mood and I will not have it tarnished until I'm strong, head strong, you see I have goals.

No time to waste so excuse me if don't want to party or waste any more time...

Health to keep intact, mind to keep intact, a home to keep intact.

So excuse me if the old me has been outgrown, replaced with a face of thunders and desires to fulfil.

My dreams in my hands, ready to take.

This time, I have no time for mistakes or fake dinner dates.