Plea for help

I'm struggling,
which route should i take,
to placate or deceive her?
i think the former's the best choice,
more reasonable and relevant,
to the situation at hand,
action's might turn profane,
they say "you become what you think",
and the thought will in time,
amount in pressure that even the divine,
cannot measure,
the intense pressure,
seizures of apt displeasure,
adversifying me beyond my already awful issues,
what you see is what you get,
yes i do i fret,
every human is a threat,
"no art to find the mind's construction in the face"
you see?
i bet!
you can interpret the meaning,
ambiguous is an understatement,
make you blush,
with my lyrical charm,
brings you potential harm,
like animal farm,
political animosity,
frosted with the light still shrouded in this darkness,
save me!