Embarrassed; See Your Own Shit As Clearly As You See Mine

Dena aka Tornado was
Military
Straight up
Crazy
Gorgeous huge
Or Rubenesque
Wind blown
In the
Sun: shade
(Situation was; not her)
And I was skinny
So of course, you’re usually
In pursuit
Of something
Close/r to the likes of you
God damn, bitch
Don’t hurt me
A robotic tattoo
Looking at me
Right on me-
Not so much
When she lost weight
Lost a person
Ironically
3-4 years later
We met back up
Long story but uh
We still ended up
Getting together;
I was out with my girls
One night and no
She wasn’t as neglected
As she kept pretending
Giving me pure grief
Blowing my phone up
About nothing-
That’s usually how it went too
(Look at me now
Got me looking all ugly and shit
Then and now-moreso now
People will build you up
About nothing
[Jesus]
So don’t get caught)

{Pause to catch myself}

And you know how bitches are
They can see everybody’s shit
But their own-
(Talking about her like…
That’s my woman/ not yours; stfu
And find one)
Lucy aka Fresitababes
(My main home girl)
Right underneath my tit
Being nosey
While I’m trying
Calm the situation
(Easing back…back back back)
Runs off aka moves in, shacked up
With some woman
With 3 kids looking for help,
A built-in babysitter
Plus sex (that was just the bonus)
If ya ask me-hmpf
I’m done
Yea I talked behind
That back too
All the dykes were talking too
About your ass
Smiling.