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I like that I want to tell you I love you
I dont think I can
But I'll say it silently until the time is right
I love that smile
Your giggle and laugh and all the faces you make
I think my feelings are hitting me a bit too hard
if I'm honest
I never thought I'd be able to get over my past
I didnt think I could allow myself to have feelings again
Over the last year I kept them all so tamely contained
You just kind of popped my bubble
I couldnt believe the relief that washed over me when I told you.
It felt like I had been holding my breathe for 12 months, and everything about you just makes me want to breathe in a little deeper
Like I cant get enough of how well you smell
And I cant get enough kisses from you
And I want to say I might be falling
I'm not expecting you to catch me so it's okay if you run away
It will not be unexpected

But if you were to stay itd be so nice
So nice to hold your hand
I don't think I'll forget the way you held my hand for the first time
I was so confused, "my hand is cold" and you intertwined your fingers with mine I really think that's where I melted
"Do friends with benefits hold hands"
"I'm not letting go until he does"
And it felt so good, I wanted to cry
How could someone like you like me?
Its fuckin magic.
Like someone put a blind on me and then you just appeared, like the best fucking magic trick I've ever been apart of.
I think I'm falling for you
And I think its finally okay.
You make me feel okay.
Written by Anxiety
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