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Felo de se

If I didn't have to think of the others
All the loved ones and my mother
Without any second thought to consider
I would take myself to a permanent slumber
The only place my heart knows to hover
Where my head could find peace

I shouldn't be thinking with such conviction
I should be trying to get away from my addiction
But if I could, I would sign a petition
To free me from the trouble in my head
But all these hours I spend every day only by myself
I think about all the ways to escape
To be alone is to think and to think is to plan
And to plan is to attempt

The things I used to enjoy doing
All the people I could have died for
None of it feels the same
No one has the same place in my heart
I can only lie about all the things I hide
Could never bring these walls I built down
So I will just say my goodbyes
Sorry for leaving all of you with teary eyes

I shouldn't be thinking with such conviction
I should be trying to get away from my addiction
But if I could, I would sign a petition
To free me from the trouble in my head
But all these hours I spend every day only by myself
I think about all the ways to escape
To be alone is to think and to think is to plan  
And to plan is to attempt

Only now, can I be content
Only now, can I be a free bird
Sooner than you know, I will be no one
Written by InsomniacPerson (Fareeha Mahmood)
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Author's Note
Inspiration is my dark thoughts and wanting to die so i kind of wrote down a song/suicide note
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