two worlds are at war in me

two worlds are at war in me.
both sides at a standstill.
one side desperately in love with her.
the other in complete doubt.
I don't know if I should follow my mind or my heart.
my mind constantly playing pictures of the past.
possible outcomes if I go down this path.
my heart is joyfully pounding to the prospect of finding new love.
two worlds are at war in me.
wreaking havoc, causing blinding confusion.
a demon and an angel,
I just don't know who to listen.
they both have their solid reasons.
a hazy crossroad, I need to make a decision.
but I don't know what I should consider before making.
should I dwell on my lack lustre and broken heart past?
should I open myself to the unknown of new love?
or should I toss away the key to my heart?
or hope this new found love can heal old scars?
two worlds are at war in me.