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Lost_in_my_Self

Everything swirls around me
I may be lost in the self
Never go on not knowing
I am part of the else

Ya the younger me grew up too fast  
Yeah i know they all be saying that shit  
Everyone has a story to tell  
Everyone is scarred; ghosts in a shell  

Wanted to make my own path  
But I ended up on some track  
Like where do i go from here  
Nothing and no one ever is clear

Run it run it

Never going quit on my dream shit
I'm keep it geeked, never clean but i mean it  
Topple beams got my energy peaked  
Got my whole history to set the scene  

I hope you feel me now  

Let me take a minute to say  
I needed everything to go this way  
The man this pain makes will go on  
Wear this namesake wear it strong  

Let me take a minute to say  
I know that at times I may run astray  
Never in my lifetime till I bust a lifeline
Will this all be fine, keep me up on thee grind  

While my heart is beating
Lungs are breathing  
My hands are heated
But what am I seeking?  
What does this all mean I cannot reason  

Brought to my knees with the season change
Feel like I'm bleeding leaking like the rain  
Like i'm losing life force deep overwhelmed

Like i'm from a different realm than everyone else, nah  
Like I wish ya well but we better pray, god  

Like a little boy lost  
In a world made for men  
Void on the inside  
Only thing wicked is my pen  

Let me take a minute to say  

Everything swirls around me
I may be lost in the self
Never go on not knowing
I am part of the else
gazellemon
Written by gazellemon (Bradley J)
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