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Boy in hell

What is the point
of living in a house with food no money
only a joint
living with a bunch of looneys
no love in the house
all alone in his thoughts
so angry so sad
thinking of all of these battles he's fought
all alone in his mind

Theres no one around
to take him to town
or show him around
all he knows is moms been fuckin around
and dads on the ground
comes home and sees his dads on the ground
and moms got a few children now
with white powder all around

Goes in his room finds his bottle
vodka and the percs yeah that ought-a do it
downs the whole bottle and a couple of pills
tries to think but cant think because these demons they'll kill
him without even making a mark
the anxiety and these feelings will drive
him to a place where he can never dream again
only nightmares and the real world terrors
nothing fulfills him

Oh there he goes drifting off
to the place he never really wanted to go
the demons took control
he didn't want the life he had
but he didn't want to let go
of the world he were to see if he were there longer
he was starting to wander
out of his house sneaking out
across into town
loving the world he was seeing wanting to see more
but the demons grew greedy

Well i guess this is the end
im glad we made it this far
watching this kids last days trying to fend
leading to the end
of his wonderful life
he could've had a wife
but he chose the knife
didn't have control of the fight
that would decide for his life




Written by nocaution
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Author's Note
I based it off of what i go through and fear. I based some of it off of my life and my feelings. The speaker is supposed to be me looking over a majorly depressed and anxious/stressed teenage boy who has been through hell and doesn't know how to cope with the things that happen and doesn't know how to control his thoughts and actions. I could've wrote more about the boys life but i decided to wait for this is only my first poem and there will be plenty more to write in the future.
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