Falling behind

 
Feels like I'm free falling without a parachute.
Becoming a mute, I can't dispute.
My thoughts pollute and life transmutes,
as we stay destitute.
We need to recruit an angel to help us restitute.

Limited money got me feelin funny,
life's getting darker even though its staying sunny,
and my parents losing hope, no ability to cope tryin not to mope.
Tryin to stay strong tryin to find hope.
It's like I'm examining life through a microscope,
feels like I'm walking on a tightrope.

We all long to escape suffering and to leave the pain behind,
along with the paranoia and mania creeping 'round your mind.
Prayin for peace, these thoughts got me feeling confined,
Feels like im falling, feels like im falling behind.
Existence will test you and push you to the edge, feels like I'm about to fall right off the ledge.

It's the end of the line, when fear slithers up your spine.
The eternal return, something our soul was sent here to relearn,
we're in the limitless flow whether its feeling fast or slow.
And when we Leave the earth we'll blast through to the space of mirth.

This world is full of broken dreams and all you hear is the cries.
Societal disguises and pointless lies destroying lives.
I feel distorted, hazy and transported
Living in this world feeling unsupported, dazed and contorted.

Sick of being trapped inside my mind losing control.
Repeated routines robbing the energy from my soul.
Running ragged feeling staggered existence taking its toll,
This confusion got me unaware of my role.