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the fix
When I shove this needle into my arm only then can I feel,
my sanity has become one with my numbness,
I need death to feel,
the feelings of the constriction of my veins,
the pain in my heart,
cold.
I feel cold.
how do I feel,
"SHUTUP" I scream, my daughter is but 3
innocent she is
but she can never compare to this fix,
when I look at you all I don't see you,
I see a bridge to my next fix ,
MONEY
the world is green,
black and white,
something cold and dead eats at me
my morals have disintegrated further with every fix,
im not a person
I am a hunger
my sanity has become one with my numbness,
I need death to feel,
the feelings of the constriction of my veins,
the pain in my heart,
cold.
I feel cold.
how do I feel,
"SHUTUP" I scream, my daughter is but 3
innocent she is
but she can never compare to this fix,
when I look at you all I don't see you,
I see a bridge to my next fix ,
MONEY
the world is green,
black and white,
something cold and dead eats at me
my morals have disintegrated further with every fix,
im not a person
I am a hunger
Published 18th Nov 2018
Author's Note
my uncles drug addiction
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18th Nov 2018 4:17am
Wow depression is crazy 😔😔 it's like one minute u up then next you down. Whoever is going or went through this I hope overcome and come out strong. Overall you have the ability to do great on this site and again welcome to DUP
18th Nov 2018 4:48am
18th Nov 2018 1:28pm
Welcome! The suffering heroin causes for all those involved is not measurable. Love and hugs sent your way
18th Nov 2018 2:45pm
18th Nov 2018 8:25pm
There is no compromise or pragmatic communication available to someone in the thralls of addiction.
You have described the thoughts and feel to a tee.
well done
You have described the thoughts and feel to a tee.
well done
