Cause Grey  Doesn't Exist

 
You are living in the consequences of your actions
It sounds funny coming from me
To me (SMILING)
I live by the karmic code
“What will be will be” (YUP)
But I’m learning
What I want and what will be?
Maybe two different things (SOME BULLSHIT)
It is the first time in my life
I didn’t get what I felt was due to me (HUH??? WTF)
Due to my realist nature
Seeing the world in black and white

CAUSE GRAY DOESN’T EXIST

But I compromised
Just to get through the night
This left no one better
So were both hurt
Both feel confused and deceived

CAUSE GRAY DOESN’T EXIST

Either you love me
(OR)
I simply can’t love you
You say it’s unfortunate
I switch it off and on like that (THAT MAY BE TRUE)
I can be all you need one day
And not even know your name the next (HAHA!! NOW THAT’S TRUE)
But that’s my life
The black and the white
Either it is or it isn’t…
No half ways…
Nothing to thinking about

CAUSE GRAY DOESN’T EXIST

Tired of playing the roles
Of your
Lover
Soul mate
Wife
And best friend
Yet not having any of the titles
Is it really all in my head
Got me living in a cloud of gray
Considered a Hypocrite by myself

CAUSE GRAY DOESN’T EXIST

Contraindicated my morals
Redefined my ethics
Added gray to the equation
Just because I thought it was destiny
(Romanticizing)
Hoping for something
That was probably
Never meant to be

CAUSE GRAY DOESN’T EXIST

Or at least it doesn’t to me (NOPE)
And to know that
Is to love me
Maybe it still isn’t our time
And
“What will be will be”

But right now
I simply
Cannot…