What happened?

I plan on being a friend
To you until the end
Yet you attack me like so
Frustrating me beyond anyone can know

Accusing me of ignoring you
Not true
Saying my priorities are not straight
That is up to debate

I always value friends and family first
So your bubble of stupidity has to be burst
I am not happy with what has been said
As it is spinning like a carousel in my head

What the hell did I do wrong?
When your power has been out my concern has been about you all along
I really wanted to talk to you today
The idea has now went a million miles away

I'm hurt and shocked to the core
For many reasons as a part of me crashes like glass to the floor
Why did this have to occur?
As my mind is in a blur

One of the few friends that have helped me so much
Stabbed me in the back as they temporarily lost touch
I didn't mean to hurt you if I did at all
As I sit here wondering as I stare at a wall

I am overwhelmed by so many emotions
Leaving me with many ideas, decisions and notions
I feel so lost right now
If only a peace treaty can be formed somehow