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“I'm kicking, out fiercely, at the world, around me”

here I am
an open wound
bleeding out
in front of you
don’t know where I’m going
regretting where I’ve been
begging for an answer
all I get is silence

life is such a ride
i’m crashing every time
asking for forgiveness
living on prayer
the world is controlled by devils
yet I’m the one who suffers?
I see life in such a cynical way
evil has devoured everything
beating myself down
all the way down to nothing

yesterday’s better than tomorrow
my heart an arc for two
she holds a place higher than God
emotions shut off for everyone else
while I watch the world drown
I don’t even blink
overthinking leaves me empty
no hope, no promises
rather look at this simplified
he just left us here to die
maybe I best watch my tongue
God, he works in mysterious ways

I embrace the past
because the future has let me down


I’ve wished for a vision
had a few miracles
also seen too many tragedies
on those days
it’s hard to keep faith
getting on my knees
asking why do I mess up so much?
the person I am tried to change
now it’s just repetitive
tripping and falling
not looking to get back up

I embrace the past
because the future has let me down


a voice in the mist of the night
says stop wallowing in pain
too weak to disagree
so I get back on my feet
back to the start
Written by LadyKilla
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Author's Note
Kind of me spilling feelings of how I see life at times. Hope people can understand.
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