sweet pain

I pull my chair,
There’s a drink in my hand,
I lay it down a table.
From the pack
I take out a cigarette,
The sound of the lighter
Feels the room,
With thirst, I pull the smoke
In to my lungs
And blow it in the air.
The light is soft,
The music low,
Your moans reach my ears
Like sounds from
A bottomless pit of desire.
I see you,
I see him,
He’s fucking you from behind
Like an angel of darkness,
He’s face is in the shadows,
He’s carved body in the light
The hand that moves to pull your hair
I see it, like in slow-motion
Forces you to lift your gaze
And watch me in the eyes,
That green
It’s filled with lust,
Desire,
Pain.
I move closer to you
And touch your face,
As his dick rams you
Breathless,
You’re so beautiful
When your fucked!
I feel the pleasure,
I feel the pain,
Should I watch,
Or should I play?