Silly eh

Sitting here in a room full of people
Still as lonely as I was before today
Still thinking about you silly eh
Stormy night only compounds my emotions  
 
Why o why can’t I just say goodbye in my heart?
With all that you did I should hate you but I don’t
Would you even love me the same if I could have you?
Wouldn’t you do it again if you had half the chance?
 
With all that I have been through I’m lucky I’m not crazy
Why would you push me away like you did? I’m still hurting
Where are you right now? When I need you the most?
Wishing you would at least reconsider us and give it a go
 
I love the rain but it makes me feel all melancholy
I only know what I miss I know how much I still care
I would give anything to have you by my side
I still love you more than you could ever know.