If Only I could

If only i could,

Be the knight,

Who could  play with your mind,

Manipulate time,

Ferment your feelings,

Like vintage wine,

If only i was the name carved,

In your innerbeing,

Silky, 

Slithering,

Like snakes pits,

Tongue slit,

Instead im dumbfounded ,

My clear veneer,

Gets sheared, 

The sultry shepherder,

Give me a sign,

Im lost,

Lonely, 

Surrounded  by absurd herd,

Letters slurred,

Giving my love,

To undeserving,

Beings,

Littered by lies,

Sitting on the hightop,

Circus of capricious verbiage,

Prophet like i re- emerge,

Maybe the next lifetime,

We will reunite?