Soul Searching

I spent all this time
Just hoping to find
Answers to questions
That bleed through my mind
That "what ifs" and "what was"
Can it still be?
Pretending I don't care
Well, that's just not me
I tried to let go
But it was no use
I stumbled over my pride
Didn't know what else to do
A thousand sorrys I could say
Would never be enough
To say what is in my soul
I will never give up
Time has made changes
But I still love the leaves
As they drift in the Fall
Every song, every breeze reminds me
We almost had it all...