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Angry even when you're not...

I'm sat on the stairs with a head full of problems.
The ability to smile right through them softens.

I listen to the voices that seem to be on repeat.
Self doubt, crippling worthlessness doesn't do me any favours.
Who the hell cares if I'm struggling?

I sit and consider what it would be like to be alone.
I'm not sure why, it would spin me out my comfort zone.

How do you beat issues when they constantly sound.
It's like fighting yourself and it goes around and around.

My life is pretty awesome, it definitely is.
I have good friends, I have family.
I guess I'm just the type that is never satisfied.

Beating these feelings is all I am after.
To be genuinely happy and be stuck in the rafters.
Written by johnno83 (Mr Johnno)
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Author's Note
In general I'm doing great but does anyone else beat themselves up for no reason at all? It's ridiculous.  Constant self doubt about what?  Nothing.  It's so easy to think the negative thoughts and it makes no sense when all you want to do is be happy.
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