An apology ...

I apologize for having this feeling, I’m sorry for loving you ... I know it won’t work out, and it hurts me knowing that I won’t ever be someone you want. No matter how hard I try, no matter what I do, I won’t be the one you want. I’ll be hurting here, and I’m fine with that, see as long as you are smiling I’m fine with anything, I’ll say I’m fine and go on with my day like I didn’t take 3 to the chest and 1 to the neck.

And with that, I leave you, because I don’t want to cause pain, and seeing you happy is enough for me. As I walk away 1 more shot rings out, hits me between the eyes, but as I fall, I’ll fall with a smile knowing that I won’t feel anything, and you’re happy ...