Image for the poem a little girl

a little girl's rage

swirling in the energy
I succumb to my feelings
I am a little girl lost
abandoned at age three  
in a rage burning out of control
it's time I face that child inside of me
alone in the dark  
pressed tight to a wall
as police entered guns drawn
I realize now I never left that place
traumatized, that image is burned...  
forever in my mind
my mother left me
I need psychotherapy  
my hurt won't go away on it's own
with a heart that has plenty to say
and no one to say it to
it hurts too much
I numbed myself with every drug known
in the end, they all failed
my little girl burns with rage
she lets her voice be heard
I can't deny her presence
she is still running wild controlling me
with full on tantrums
she screams...
I shot her up with heroin
ingested meth
bound her up and threw her in the closet
hoping she would die
not understanding her life is mine
she is me
I am her
Written by crimsin (Unveiling)
Published | Edited 30th Sep 2018
Author's Note
still clean...revelations are occurring...
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