Black Stained Heart

Black Stained Heart

It’s a quiet night as he sits alone at his kitchen table under the light of candles.
He’s trying hard to finish up grading his student’s recent tests but he’s afraid he’s losing a secret battle.
Teaching lies to his students every day has left him mentally and spiritually in shambles.
He’s losing grip of his life and really needs to get a handle
before he loses it completely and his name ends up on a tiny mantle.

His wife walks into the kitchen and wishes him goodnight
looking good to him in her sexy lace night gown that’s white.
Nick tells his wife that he loves her and tells her he will be to bed shortly.
She smiles and tells him to hurry up, she’s horny.

He smiles and nods then quickly goes back to seething.
Reading these damn questions he had to ask his students has his heart bleeding.
Only audible to him, his mind is screaming.
Why o why did he go into teaching?
Only to be forced to sell lies as truth, it’s a sick system that’s so deceiving.
Nothing about this job is pleasing.
Every night when he is dreaming,
He contemplates getting up from his desk in the middle of day and leaving
to begin a new career of preaching
the truth only known to him, and that fact is displeasing.
Every day is difficult for him to keep on breathing
since every word that comes out of his mouth is a lie with no meaning.
He deserves a brutal beating
and wants to give himself one every evening.
Are you tired of hearing the governments lies constantly repeating?
Are you ready for some truth seeking?
It’s time to stand up and put an end to the media’s thieving.
Listen to the words I’m about to begin speaking.

Nick’s heart has been stained black,
but he’s about to take his conscious back.
Columbus was not a great man who discovered America by accident.
He was a murderer and rapist who didn’t believe in the sacrament.
He took native woman hostage to use a sex slaves,
but has a holiday named after him and is considered a hero since going to his grave.
The founding fathers of our country were con men and terrible people who were exiled to the colonies by England,
not some great philosophers and leaders which we are lead to believe in our current line of thinking.
Lincoln was a dictator who increased the power of the federal government one hundred-fold.
Roosevelt was a well who was cut straight out of the monarchy mold.
Our government and country is owned by the Rothschild’s and is in debt to the federal reserve
who fund and back both sides of every war we have observed.
The Rothschild’s own the world and every government.
The United Nations is their covenant.
Terrorism is a myth created by the world governments to control us by using fear.
September 11 was carried out by the Bush administration, that is clear.
Mass shootings are all staged by the government to continue to control us by using fear.
Sometimes people die, sometimes they don’t but the reaction is always the same, the nation comes together to shed a few tears.
The Earth is flat and Nasa is an agent of the Devil.
I’m telling you all of this so we all can be on the same level.

Every picture Nasa shows you of the Earth or any other planet is made using CGI and is fake.
I know this is a lot to take in but our souls are at stake.
The moon landing was staged and man has never stepped for on it.
The lies I teach in class make me a fucking hypocrite.
This must end now!
It will, that is my vow.

Nick gets up for his kitchen table with all of his tests held in his right hand.
He is quickly formulating a plan.
He walks over to his paper shredder and places each test through it one by one.
He wishes he could smile but he knows carrying out this plan won’t be fun,
but it’s something that must be done.
He will make himself a better man for his future son.

Stressing out about the upcoming morning, Nick steps outside and lights up a cigarette.
It’s a warm evening, he immediately begins to sweat.
His neighbor to his right is outside on her front deck weeping loudly.
Her friend is with her trying to console her but doing so lousy.
She’s upset her son committed suicide that morning and is having a hard time dealing with his shocking passing.
Upon hearing this news, Nick finds it rather surprising.
Hearing he slit his wrists in the bathtub and turned the water crimson breaks Nick’s heart.
It was far too early for him to depart.
He was a kind and happy young man.
Certainly this couldn’t have been part of God’s plan.

Across the street, another neighbor, again female, runs out of her house crying and yelling hysterically.
Her husband runs out of the house behind her not so cheerily.
Her begs her to listen to him and that the red stain on his collar is not what it appears to be.
The man has done something wrong to make his wife to want to flee.
She yells at him to admit to his affair like a real man and to leave the house.
His betrayal has certainly caused a rouse.