Robbed of happiness

Robbed of happiness
I'm lost and roam around happy less
Cause I shutter and shell at any glimpse of happier times, smiling hearts and happier minds,
Where you just happen to be minds

So now I run from any fluttering of the heart,
Cause all my sad tales began with happier times in the start
Where in a love story we both played a part
But in the closing scenes we both lay a part
So the words I love you sound like nails on a chalk board
Or the given of the heart sounds like a gamble I just cant afford
So I question motives through eyes and every deceitful caring word coming from on anyone lips
I compare it to a vile of poison that I am dieing to sip
But I've been robbed of my happiness
So I'm lost and roam around happy less