Sensual Belief

I'd cherish solitude, but you restrain
My impulses to make sure my thoughts teem  
With images of starlight and your claim  
Upon my glowing ashes; I won't scream  
Out worriedly from fears that will come back;  
I may say why when, rarely, I resist;  
And yes, despite all others, when your tack  
Appeals to my instincts; when you insist  
You want me to enjoy you, be admired  
And fit in with your needs - this is the key  
To doors that will allow all that's desired;  
And means that I'll find out all that will be,  
As well as all I needed that was missing:  
Belief in kissing.