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Not enough words from the soul

Ever since THAT day...
My deepest darkness....
Seems to be working it's way...
Out of my core.....
But there ISN'T enough words....
To explain....
My mind feels like ashes
Every step I take closer
Time all to quickly passes
Lost girl just wanting some closure
She is SCREAMING
ALL too desperately
Clawing her way out
Needing
Her soul screaming
Stop screaming she says.....
I'm tired of hearing this lonely girl shout.....
Desperate for attention.....
But not wanting none at all.....
Someone has spoken to her soul.....
Now she wants to make her way out
She wants to answer to her call
Amazingly
She knows
But finds it TRULY hard....
To just
Let the fuck go
It's pain
And ALL to real
Playing this monopoly game
She feels as if she might ACTUALLY
Go insane
And The hurt?
Tell me dear
What is worse?
Playing the game blindly?
Or playing while knowing the bold truth...?
The soul speaks
But she still doesn't know what she should do
Drowning in her confusion
Pent up from the past
She is exhausted
Just struggling pain
How much longer will this last....
It's a game....
She just doesn't want to play....
But it's ALL to real....
So she must face it....
Because the game WILL NEVER
Go away

Written by KrystalG
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Author's Note
You'll find that in this poem I switch from "her and she" to "me and I" though it was not intentional....i decided to keep it that way because it signifies the different sides I face from within and all the confusion I cause myself... let me know what you all think positive feedback is much appreciated, thank you.
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