Where are you?

Do you want to leave? All you have to do is close those wandering eyes. I'll carry you into the night sky, amongst the bright colorful stars that resemble your eyes, where you can tell me what is killing you from the inside. We can travel through the planets, observing our favorite aspect of each one as they pass. Rest on Saturn's rings, renaming Jupiter's moons. Only to be caught around the ankles and drug back to reality with you stranded all alone and me searching to bring you home. Wake me from this nightmare that you are not here. Don't let them drag you beneath the ocean. The waters are deep and you can't swim, your emotions bare onto your being and wrap around your mind. You're sinking in the darkness and I am unable to grab your hand. Damn this ocean that lies between us. Grit your teeth and hold your head high, up above this freezing tide.