Time to think

I don't want to live up to a time when I won't feel bad and won't hurt all the time. This day may never come, I may never be better, so I have to face my reality and understand who I am and where I stand and what I stand for in order to try and be happy despite my emotional and psychological issues. I have to live my life, have my goals and desires, follow my senses and intuition, doing things that make me feel good and that give me little moments of happiness. If you think about it, no one is always happy so maybe no one is always sad as well.
Always walking a path to balance, that's what I've been doing. I'm making my way and finding what's right for me and what works for me, because I'm the only one who can say if something is working on me and if I feel better or not.
 So I guess that's it, no fancy words, no display of a role model, simple messed up me.