I'll Always Be Alone

In the end everyone will end up letting you down. Atleast thats what it seems for me. I give and give and all I get is bullshit.... Wanting to cry and cry, staring myself in the mirror questioning why is it always I with the short end of the stick. This feeling of pain hurts and it makes me sick. All this love I give just to be left under-appreciated... I thought things would be different but nope; again in the end looking like a fool and all she says is, "I do care about you!!" But if you did you wouldn't have chose to do what you do and for what? A guy who want's nothing to do with you... I want to hate you but I love you... I guess what I gave was not enough. Would you notice my disappearance or would you call my absence a bluff?

Such a hard pill to swallow but atleast you will know why my heart seems a bit shallow.

 I'm still at wow thoe, I mean you of all people.