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Pervert

You are the end,
or maybe youíre just at the end.
You are like an uncle and just like a father,
An immigrant and widower so far gone
So my head has always been in space
A head of long black hair and an innocent face.  
 
Youíre creeping in my dreams,
Your age started to show at 37.
where did all of this time go?
My interests were piqued in secret.
I am just a weird, awkward, bad, little girl.  
The knight man of my dreams, or just the night dream of a man?
 
In my world, I hate myself but youíre in love with me.  
I change my clothes so often that you started to call me a pop star.
Didnít I tell you I could be anything?
Iíve always been so different from other girls...
Forget.
 
Stop trying to be my Dad
Stop trying if you know that Iím sad
 
Iím madly, helplessly, obsessively, and forever maddeningly in love with you. Canít you see that? Canít you see?
 
They all told me that I have issues, but I know Iím just a brutal lover,
so let me get straight to the fucking point
I need you to teach me everything I need to know
And take me to all of the places I could never go
I need you to fuck all 21 pointless years back into my brain
I need you,
I need everything about you.
I need every failed audition and every rejected script and every deleted scene and every intern fucked and every box office flop and every hidden tear shed under the neon lights
I need it hard because I lost all of it.
 
Come closer to me, pervert...
Put on the shock collar and ski mask
Your age never meant anything to me
and I always knew I was right
I was right.

Watch me padlock the door shut in horror,
You are so beautiful
You are an archetype  
You are masculinity at itís prime  
and now that Iíve got my hands on you  
Pygmalion doesnít have shit on me.
hammind
Written by hammind (sarah jean)
Published | Edited 5th Dec 2018
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