Love Overdose

Your my addiction baby, you got me outta touch don't know what's fact or fiction.  
Losing reality, is this love real or will it lead me to a fatality.    
I lose sleep thinking fantasizing about your love.    
I wanna be your wife, I wanna dress in all white like a dove.    
I wanna lie in your bed and let you take over my body.    
I wanna be the essence of your world, the light that brightens your dark days.    
    
Guess it's true dreams don't come true.    
I get sick of my wanting of you taking over my mind.    
The lies being told that I will never tear you apart, but your lies pierce my soul like a dart.    
You ain't shit but a walking dick without a  condom.    
You a disease without a cure.    
The pain without the pleasure.    
Bitch you act like your a walking trophy or a priceless treasure.    
     
But yet you got me laced like a bad batch of weed.    
You got me actin out doing, things I'd never thought I'd do to get to you.    
I still get chills when I'm next to you.    
You are the most poisonous human being I have ever met.    
But somehow I would die for a taste of your venomous nectar.    
I still feel like I can change you and be everything you'd want me to be and more.    
It's like I'm losing a sense of myself being wrapped up chasing you.    
Sad to say I'd rather get lost behind you, than finding my strength to leave you alone.    
     
No rehab, no doctor can stop me from overdosing off of you.    
Your the caffeine that gives me an extra kick in the morning.    
Your the band aid that heals me from scarring.    
Your the alcohol without the morning withdrawals.    
Your love is like a natural high that I can't seem to get off at all.    
It's true that your a bad habit that I must kick,      
But it's like I am the lion and you keep me  tamed and grounded.    
I am a slave to your love, yes I am not held against my will.    
Yes I can leave but the thought of not being in your possession is hard to swallow like a pill.    
     
Here lies me a woman who let love take control of her existence to the point of dying from it.    
A woman who lost her since of security trying to keep a man who didn't even give a shit.    
A woman who let a man with no soul drug her up to the point of being numb.    
Why let a man who can't even give you all of him take your breath away you may ask.    
I was dumb to think that I could ever find love through a spineless bastard.    
While I wither away in my casket heres my message to you ladies.    
Never let a man be the reason to make you lose a sense of yourself trying to be someone he doesn't even deserve.