Black Death of My Mind

Mistook your actions
For love
Now your words
Plague my mind
Doubting myself all the time
Because what you left me with
Has left me cold and grey
So as i lay
Blurring lines of black and white
Looking at all in sight
Not knowing if things are real
Because the damage is done
Although I try to erase it all
It is my downfall
Im broken
Not an easy fix
An everyday battle
I raise my fists
To fight off those words
That still plauge my mind