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meth the cure
there is no ugly way to say I love you
no pretty way to say you don't
the cut will be true
no matter how you dolly it up
the truth most times isn't nice
to another's ears
or even our own
the truth is I'm an addict
I've tried to change it
made some headway
and fell back into it
I'm a schizo not a nice word
but a factual one
I've suffered more than most
at the hands of my delusions
Hitler's drug Meth seems to calm it
not cure it
but help me cope
some would argue with my reasoning
tell me do you have a schizo brain?
if not please refrain with the pleasantries
about how grand life clean can be
I did life clean
it was hell for me
screaming at the skies
in 113 heat
cursing at an invisible god
for dropping the sun on me
for making me wear it as a halo
to add insult to injury
for me being sober
is like not breathing
you tell me to be sober
you're asking me not to breathe
I'm on psych meds
none of them have worked half as good
as meth does
a fact few know
Meth in the early days
was used to treat psychiatric illnesses
and because some people abused it
it was outlawed for this usage
I don't abuse it
I do a line every few days as needed
it works
so until my mind changes
or some miracle cure comes round
it's not likely I will be quitting
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