Go get her karma

Life will never be the same
So many thoughts up in my brain
They tell me to forget about the pain
But how Can I when I keep drowning in this rain,
Dang...
I moved on...
Partially....
The truth is we might be separated
But you took a part of me.
A part of me that will never be found.
A part of me that’s gone.
I keep my head up,
Throughout every single day,
But still at the end I’m feeling all alone.
Wondering if I’ll be fortunate to have a true lover to hold.
Or will I be left out in the cold?
I really don’t know.
They tell me I’m still young,
You have much time still to grow,
You have time to experience and understand
But sometimes I’m tired of being this perception of a good man.
Getting knocked down every time I get back up
I swear I’m stuck,
I have no luck,
“Don’t you go feeling sad man life is good.”
Then why do I still get penalized when I’ve done all I could.
All I should.
I’ve done nothing but be the best Person I can be.
The people around me certainly can see,
I smile and try to make others feel okay.
They love me,
“They say ray you are so great.”
“You’re full of so much joy and love
We need more like you to come our way.
We need more like you around this world.”
Yeah well tell that to my last girl,
If that’s so then why’d she destroy my kind mind and heart.
Why’d she burn my soul?
Why...
Why’d she lose control?
Claim im so good and sincere,
Why did she disappear?
Lie to me and make my life a living hell?
What the hell...
Can you tell...
I’m affected by what occurred,
I put my trust in her,
But I followed my intuition,
And as always,
It was right.
In the end it’s a tough lesson and a blessing,
But I’ll make it through this life.
I will be alright.
Sometimes you learn things the hard way,
We don’t always get what we deserve,
Life is pain and love.
Life... it cures and burns.
It’s a cycle.
Everyone gets their turn.
And she’ll get hers.
That I know.
These hard times have made me grow.
Understand things I didn’t see.
In the long run,
I will convert myself into a better me.
Yeah,
I believe.
They say,
“Ray forget her man she’s a piece of shit”
Yeah I know that,
It’s hard to explain that regardless, I fell in love with my unborn kid.
Yes I did.
And it’s crazy.
It’s really crazy.
Day by day I’m getting stronger and wiser.
I see life in a different light.
And I feel my purpose is to make things right.
In this world.
We need to unite.
Everything that has happened was to make me better.
Even if I had to endure much shitty weather.
One day I hope you get my letter.
But for now Ima call my friend karma....
“Yeah, karma, go and get her”