Love i do not play with

If you don't love me, then dare not say it
because I warn that those are words I do not play with
my heart is way to delicate, fragile as fine china
and only you could let the bull within, who should remain with in the restraints of his pen
upset am I, that you would utter thy
sweeten words that soothe like a mothers caress with a softly song lullaby  
give love a try, even when I questioned Why
you still projected visions of blissful beauty that would light my sky
that all I fear would never happen , but what happens when the never happen, happens to happen
and I'm left clingy to the limb you convince me to inch out on
knowing now  that very branch is my sanity and I'm barley hanging on
I'm sorry I'm ranting on but my heart is hurt and torn
for that reason sometimes I want to see you down, sad, hurt and,
no,
really I want you know I'm down, sad ,
and hurt by the idea of you with another person
cause if you didn't love me why did you dare say it
because I warn that those are words I do not play with