a new work in progress...

Digging through all my memories, erasing everything you meant to me,
trying to remove the comedy from this tragedy, i was mistaken that you could ever be in love with me,
you saw a weak and vulnerable heart, you struck like a viper seeking heat in the dark,  
you used my sons birthday to get inside, I was dedicated to being your ride or die.  
but I'm just some guy that hangs with kids, do you ever think of the shit that you did,
the pain you caused in my life, you're the reason I don't sleep at night,  
listening  to sad music wishing I would die, because I cannot live with this emptiness inside, left by the emptiness of the words you said, instead of loving you now I'm loving the idea of being dead.  
{x2 these words will haunt you and so will my face, these words will haunt you until your resting place. (wip chorus)}
rest in peace now that love is deceased, happiness diseased maybe now you can rest at ease,
knowing I'm nothing more than a memory, nothing more than an accessory that made you feel better about your misery,