Tell You

 

How can I tell you I’m in pain and you can’t fix it
That you must watch me each day as I breakdown from the inside
How can I tell you that it hurts to see you with your family each day and know mine is gone
How can I tell you that yes your my family too but you have a family of your very own
How can I tell you I feel abandoned by my own blood left to pick up the shattered pieces of the life we once knew
How can I tell you I feel the pain of a motherless child orphaned off to the next of kin a responsibility they shouldn’t have deal with
How can I tell you I don’t fit in and I never will
How can I tell you I just want a love you can’t give me cause I’m not your child
How can I tell you I died when she did
She was all I had and now she’s gone
How can I tell you the thoughts in my head when in my mind I just lost in pain