Time passes...

Im fucking done!!
"You do nothing but eat and play on your phone! If you want to eat like that then get the fuck out!"
Are you fucking kidding me!
Fine... I will.

You say that to scare me.
But you know what...
Fuck you!
You tried to smack me...

But i fought back!
Now your just trying to take shit away from me.
I don't give a fuck!
As soon as i get a job I'm going to move out!

I'm sixteen but still!
I'm a better fucking person than you...
I'll get paid more.

I'll live better by myself than here with you!
I know if i tried to take my stuff too.
You would say... "That's staying here... You didn't pay for it!"
Bitch neither did you! So fuck off!

I'll talk to my father and see if i can work with him.
I'll tell him my plan.
When I'm ready to move.
And i know you're a theif so I'm going to keep it where you can't access it!

I'm sick of your bullshit!
If you keep testing me I'll see if I can live with one of my friends till i can move out!
"You're the only one who ate cereal this week! I bought that box on monday it's now gone!"

I had two fucking bowls!
Your daughter ate it all you fucking bitch!
But you won't listen to me...
To you guys she is a suicidal angel...
That could do nothing wrong!

Everything you have accused me of for the past 8+ years she did!
I get better grades
Date people!
Play sport, do drama!

I was suicidal and you know what...
All my father said was... "Why?" With no emotion.
Just zoned into his game.

You guys gave her 17 birthday party bullshits
And another is coming up!
How many have i had!!!
You stopped giving me anything for my birthday after my thirteenth!!
Not just parties!
It's just another day now!!! I'm the only one who celebrates it!!
No one in school ever gives a fuck!
I wake up listen to heroes (we could be)
And go to school i go in smiling... Hoping someone will say... "Happy birthday!" But nothing until the teachers say they have to! I just shake off that feeling and go home. I hope for something from my father at least... Nothing... He's working
He took a day off for every one of her birthdays! But not mine...
Not one day off!!

I have only gotten things from those who never see me...
Everyone who does see me hates me...
I think i should just move out of the fucking state!