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Past it now

I was really doing it, focusing in on the ring
Now again I can't even think, how come you don't wanna link
Again and again, pride is over coming what your feeling
Then again I shouldn't be surprised
How long has this been going, when will you stop draining it
So dam sick, gonna puke all over this place
Plans you and I made, I'm still on the same page
For some reason you just wanna let it all go
Not even looking on what's changed, give me the facts then
Every time the honest truth comes out, you decide to run away
Fuck it okay. Fuck it okay
Surely you've showed me you haven't changed
Okay okay. Time will tell but you know I won't forget
Think it over, was it really worth taking it all this way?
Money we both spending yet not for what we were discussing
Aren't you a shamed?
I know I am and I don't have to hide it from them
You already knew what the vision was, we all make mistakes
You have been forgiven, yet you still fronting
Don't you remember, of course you don't your just complaining
Now that I made it, rose about it everyday
Don't you go and tell me I ain't changed
Was I supposed to just
Was I supposed to just let you consume me
Nah that's why you hating, nothing left for your finger hate
Put it all on your plate, mines clean now I'm too full
My heart is finally stitched hole, you were so close
But I will never lose myself, gotta let you know
Your efforts could have been used to build a new road
Even in the drivers seat you can't compromise
Anything else you want to make more difficult
Maybe you should have let me utilize
After I left you to decide
Fuck it okay
Fuck it okay
Now you and I both know, so much work to keep this going
6 months on wait, only to watch you try to take what is mine
Figure your own self out cuz I ain't got the time
Its her and I now,
Yes you heard it, it's her and I now
No matter what you do she knows what I'm all about
You keep trying but your hitting walls, why bother anymore
What happened to all your love, your getting colder
But it ain't gonna rub on me, less in my life pulling me down
Just throw on my winter coat, zip it up to the neck
Keeping you out, cashing in my cheques
When this is all over, you will be in your rags
Your on the verge of making yourself a chapter in my book
Flipping pages back to the unknown, I'm burning this flow
Its coming from inside, I know your feeling my words
You tell me should I let it burn
You tell me should I let it burn
Your in control but you can't even come around
All that talk from before, ended up being a joke
All your lies now they are getting close
What will you do then, everyone will see the truth
Oh oh I'm driving home.
Enjoy dealing with what you've planned
Took me a min but now I understand.
Oh oh I'm driving home.
You could have taken my hand.
Written by rikki111d
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I havent taken some time to write in a while, but this is my first time back on it again.
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