I'm Ok

You asked me what I’d do….
 
You Asked me what I saw…..
 
Said you didn’t really Know me…..
 
And you said I’d lost it all.
 
 
And in five years time I’ll be "just fine".
 
I always am.
 
I’ll be hugging the cells of my cage
Yelling to god  
with pain,
and love.
with all of my rage unleashed.
 
I’ll be wishing my life didn’t wash away
To the bottom of the river.
Muddy boots, sunk beneath the water
deeper still,
until time passes,
With all of our days
 
My soul will be burning to fly.
 
But I’ll fall from the Sky
Failing,  
Flailing,
Wishing I would die.
I couldn't survive..
or could I?
 
I don’t know why you couldn't rely.  
On what I told you
What I tried.
 
It was a fucking one way  
Could we have stopped the fight?
 
I’d know I’d be alive.
 
If I didn't see you cry,
Just one more time,
 
Trying.
 
 
For you
 
 
For me
 
For you
 
For me...
 
But maybe I'll be just fine.