Broken pieces

You act so different,  putting on shows  
Stop acting. You never wanted me
You were comfortable with my services
You "love" me and love her.  
Promising me a life you can't provide
False advertising fake love
Using my words against me  
When your words are solid and kept
Sneaking and sliding kisses
Only to clean up your lies for her
I'm nagging, sweating you....  
 
Building alone and wonder why I turn to another.  
How much can one take before they make choices.  
My love was pure and righteous  
Ready to do what u wanted and you quit
Why talk to someone who only sees their point.  
Who wants to keep loving alone with excuses.  
You so busy but Facebook is always active.  
You and her are over but shes there.  
How can I believe you when all your words are lies.  
Been catching you in shit but the glasses of love will blind u to the bullshit.  
Over looking missed messages,  calls and advice.  
Wonder y I slid back.  I see u gon bring me down,  while u up.  
Handing you teamwork and you singled me out.  
Can't help a person who already has it.  
U been left,  and your love has depleted.  
I'm not sure if I love you anymore or I'm just used to u. If you were who u started out being maybe I would have stayed the same.  
For you to hurt me like you do  
How can you feel anything but acceptance.  
You never stopped to think if I would fall
U didn't care,  long as u could have.  
So many times I did without so u cud have.  
You never once called to see if I was good.  
Times I handed you money and you had money.  
Who's the real one.  Done with not being I, me,  her bc I'm turning into u.  
Times I would be happy to see your face
I'm dreading the time you show up.  
Never knowing who I'm getting.  
How can you treat me this way?  
Things you do make me feel like I'm in the past.  
Not wanting you the same  
Last time I had you felt like I shouldn't have.  
Maybe she had you and I got the leftover.  
Side line.......  But u acting in front of my mom.  
I'm so done with you that I accept its over.  
Weather I care or not its no use to keep going through the unnecessary.  
I guess I'll be the one who cause this demise.  
But u pulled the trigger that killed my love .  
Loyalty is dead and my heart has stopped .
Our love has died the worst death
💔BROKEN...  
 
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