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Abandonment
Sadly i had to let go
Of all the things that made us whole.
You knew, but never saw me
Held on with dear life and suffocated me.
I tried my best to bear the pain
So you'd be able to grow and gain.
The sufferings and cries, my mind battled in defiance
I ignored, for your happiness and alliance.
I dived into Abandonment, for i could no longer bear the hurt
Yet i still hurt, for i in turn hurt you.
Two wrongs make no right-true
But tell me what else was i to do.
I could no longer handle the guilt and arguments
Nor the lies and torment.
It was never my intent to lead you into Abandonment
Yet my soul cried for deliverance from MY Abandonment.
I am vulnerable and wounded
I need to detach myself from your latch.
Binding all I've come to know
Pleading desperately to settle my woes.
Abandonment is the status quo
Abandonment is what is shown.
Abandonment to "My Immortal"
Sorry for all I couldn't give to you.
Sorry for all the hurt I've caused you
You are my Abandonment,as I am yours.
We've lived through it ALL
We rose to the highest, we fell to the lowest--ground zero.
All that was left was Abandonment
That is the settlement.
Upon my predicament,
Abandonment was a coincidence.
Abandonment is our Enlightenment
Yet still our Imprisonment.
Keep in check your temperament
Become and embody self-confidence.
I never stopped loving you
Though you broke my heart in two.
I forgive you
But i will no longer be a fool.
So, i withdrew
Abandonment grew.
Abandonment became the truth
You and I both misconstrued.
Abandonment was never the issue
Abandonment was the solution.
Entrapment became a contribution
Abandonment is an absolution.
Entrapment was my retribution
Though all this is true...
My wounds bleed open and become dry.
I am filled with a sense of Abandonment
And i want to die.
Driven into madness,
Yet I must will it all away-- into Abandonment.
I must let go of all my pent up hurt-- my injuries
I MUST allow Abandonment to override my ambiguities!
I believe and Trust in God,
That He'll give us Eternity.
Of all the things that made us whole.
You knew, but never saw me
Held on with dear life and suffocated me.
I tried my best to bear the pain
So you'd be able to grow and gain.
The sufferings and cries, my mind battled in defiance
I ignored, for your happiness and alliance.
I dived into Abandonment, for i could no longer bear the hurt
Yet i still hurt, for i in turn hurt you.
Two wrongs make no right-true
But tell me what else was i to do.
I could no longer handle the guilt and arguments
Nor the lies and torment.
It was never my intent to lead you into Abandonment
Yet my soul cried for deliverance from MY Abandonment.
I am vulnerable and wounded
I need to detach myself from your latch.
Binding all I've come to know
Pleading desperately to settle my woes.
Abandonment is the status quo
Abandonment is what is shown.
Abandonment to "My Immortal"
Sorry for all I couldn't give to you.
Sorry for all the hurt I've caused you
You are my Abandonment,as I am yours.
We've lived through it ALL
We rose to the highest, we fell to the lowest--ground zero.
All that was left was Abandonment
That is the settlement.
Upon my predicament,
Abandonment was a coincidence.
Abandonment is our Enlightenment
Yet still our Imprisonment.
Keep in check your temperament
Become and embody self-confidence.
I never stopped loving you
Though you broke my heart in two.
I forgive you
But i will no longer be a fool.
So, i withdrew
Abandonment grew.
Abandonment became the truth
You and I both misconstrued.
Abandonment was never the issue
Abandonment was the solution.
Entrapment became a contribution
Abandonment is an absolution.
Entrapment was my retribution
Though all this is true...
My wounds bleed open and become dry.
I am filled with a sense of Abandonment
And i want to die.
Driven into madness,
Yet I must will it all away-- into Abandonment.
I must let go of all my pent up hurt-- my injuries
I MUST allow Abandonment to override my ambiguities!
I believe and Trust in God,
That He'll give us Eternity.
Published 19th Oct 2011
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